I've been meaning to write - just like I've been meaning to do pushups except for when I feel like a weak bitch, which is more and common nowadays, except I'm being stopped by my mental insecurities instead of my physical ones. I have a lot of ideas for stories - from …

It began quite shittily. After missing two buses while within 50 and 30 seconds of the bus stop, I got double-charged for a game I bought. Also, I'll probably end up realizing I made a horrible impulse buy and return it within a week. Great.

I suck. Damn I suck. I really fucking suck. The one thing I should be good at and I fail. Now I see why I can't get shit done - because I fucking suck. Christ, I'll never do anything I want to do because I suck so much. I fail at …

Last week I lost my phone. And my headphones. So Now I've lost my contacts and I can't listen to music. Plus someone stole my flash drive yesterday, so I have to reget all my torrents. And wget. Plus I'm stressing out over packing for the Reed ting tomorrow, and …

All my electronics are breaking on me or suck. My computer keeps overheating, which I believe is the result of a clogged fan; my MP3 player isn't recognized by Ubuntu, and I need to upgrade it anyway; and my flash drive is too small to haul the big files I …

I've only had it for about 3 years and it's at 40% of its orig. capacity, and I'm only getting an hour per charge. I need a new computer. Ad my Hard drives officially died yesterday. And I really want to go to the Nats with a VOX media pass …